Thoughts...

Last night was a great night. It was Jamie's birthday. I let loose one last time before my big, getting ready for my operation in September thing. I really needed to hang out with those people again. I missed 'em.

My chinese Medicine diet and healthy diet has been working wonders on my skin. It's cleared up 90%. I only break out in extreme circumstances now. I have 3 forms of dermatitis. Imagine what this would do for someone with just Atopic Dermatitis or Seborrhoeic dermatitis. Regardless, I'm glad I stopped giving up and just attacked my condition in full force.

I might start dating again... but I might not. Things are much less complicated when you can save up money. The one thing that irks me about being single is being lonely. When Pat fell out of my life in 1997, everything was a mess. When I feel lonely, I almost relapse into that. Unfortunately, I think most girls I like and are attracted to, I just have zero luck with for various reasons I can't fix. It's like a homeless man looking into the window of a house and seeing a family socializing over a Christmas dinner in dead of winter. Yep, It's like Dickens novel...

Martial Arts has lately been the foremost on my mind lately. I was advised to quit by the eye specialist at the Retina clinic because of complications due to the surgery or some dribble like that. It's hard to quit. I keep saying I want to but truthfully, Martial Arts is one of the only things I'm passionate about. If you take away that, I only have Writing, love and family. :/

Well, those are my thoughts.

Kensei